Looking into a Mirror….
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I saw myself for the first time today in over 5 years….
My trip to California has helped me think a little more clearly about how I should approach things in my life. I wrote a few days ago as a small hint of how I have lived life over the past 5 years. I moved to Louisiana on June 19th, 2004; I was living life how I wanted. I moved to Crowley, LA and had a job at a local Winn-Dixie; I partied some, but also was moving towards getting into College. Life to me was a lot different back then and I have grown up and experienced a lot since then. However, even with all the events and emotions I have gone though; a little bit of that spirit I had when I was 17 and moved out of my parents house still drives me today.
I spent a lot of today just going back to some of the core things I enjoy and that may me who I am. I set a little bit of a mental plan in place but its time I put it down in e-paper so I can remember:
- Photography - Think back to the 1990s; when you were just learning house to use one | Sometimes you need a visual clue to capture an idea
- Transportation - Your car is important; but remember there are many other ways to get places
- The City - The Human interpretation of environment
- Technology - Texting in 1998; DSL in 2001; Digital Camera in 2003; handheld mobile computer in 2006 | Your tools in life that help record your journey
- Family - You love them and know that who you are is because of them; even if they do not always take all thier pieces to understand you.
- Logic - Putting things in order; one asset you use well, but one that you also mis-use deliberately when it suits you best.
- Money - Something you should better take hold of in a responsible manner or else you will always feel like you are going no where
- Learning - Reading and Researching is something you do daily; think back to Telecommunications, learning HTML, why’s Corollas > Civics
- Career - This is something you have worked at a long time; waiting sucks, but the position will come
- True Friends - The ones you know and keep close at heart; the people you know are capable of great things; the people who help you resonate each other’s souls
- Independence - Remember, there is a fine line that you walk from being hard on times needing help and just not putting in the effort to try go it alone when you blind
- Blue - not just a wavelength of energy with a width of 475 nanometers; you have made this color a corner stone of your life.
- Direction - Not just knowing where you are going; but also understanding where you are going. Traveling you have a map & in your soul you have your heart and mind.
- History - Not just the past; but how you imagine the future | Science Fiction, Theories on the Universe, Theology, Politics