A Fool in Love
Title: A Fool in Love
Pairing: YunChun
Genre: Angst, Romance
Rating: G
Length: Oneshot
A/N: For my dear lophe and swayzen , a YunChun love for you! ^^
Summary: He is a fool in love.
A Fool in Love
We’re best friends for so long,
Comforting each other’s ups and downs,
Knowing each other’s own space and air,
And yet I found myself hurting by the sight of you choosing of the other than me.
Did you know that I am a fool for you?
Could it be because I was in love with you that I became a man who was so in fear of rejection?
Your shadows lingered around me,
Suffocating the air I breathed of only you,
And still I let myself drowning with my aware.
Did you know that I am a fool for the reason that of the tender you?
Like a foolish person I felt the solitude without you to present me with those beautiful smiles of yours,
Like a foolish person I refused to figure out my hidden yearning to hinder myself from wanting to have you locked in my arms,
And like a foolish person I kept my poor heart from relentlessly calling out for you in pain.
Did you know that I am a fool in love?
Could it be that I have already loved you when I was clueless on how anxious I was when seeing you with another person who was not me?
Crumbling into pieces when those enchanted eyes of yours keenly looking at none other than her,
And I wish I could be her instead of the timid me.
YooChun-ah...
Without even realising these changing feelings, could it be that I have already in love with you since the very beginning I laid my eyes on you?
Yes, I am a fool in love,
Can I let myself towards you now?
I saw you standing by the windowsill as you usually did,
You had your teary glance for me to gaze for a moment as you turned just to bury your pain into my embrace,
Yet again like a foolish person I lied,
That these aching pain in my soul never existed when I saw you cried your tears for her,
That these overflowing tears in my eyes never real when I saw you quivered your hands away to wipe them,
And I wished I could be her instead of the absurd me.
I think I am already a fool in love,
Can I not let you go now?
It was raining when you came to me one day,
Crying as you asked me to stay,
You need me, you said,
Like a friend you need me to stand by you,
To hold the precious ring you want to give her on that wonderful day,
For your and her soul to be bound in a promise a day after tomorrow,
And I wiped your tears and silently mine as I said yes, I would love to be your best man if she said yes, I would love to marry you, Park YooChun.
My trembling heart throbbed against my chest,
It hurt and I am a fool in love,
Can I leave you now?
Rain fell again just like the other day when you came to me again one day.
Smiling as you held your ring out for me to see,
Have you ever in love with someone, you asked me after a while,
Like a friend I returned your smile as I wiped my veiled tears,
Yes, I had and always still do, I answered as you blinked a moment.
And I wish I could have even a minute courage to say that person I love was you.
Can I leave you now?
I am a fool in love.
Those heaven droplets you loved the most visited me once more,
And I traced them silently with your name graced on my lips,
I missed you so even more.
I turned around, still by the windowsill as I saw a glimpse of you,
Gazing into nothing but me,
Say my love,
Why did you look at me a way different?
You came to me again today,
Crying as you asked me to stay,
I said yes, letting your arms to embrace me somehow closer to you,
And I frowned, a tad deeper in each passing moment as you shed your tears endlessly,
Say my love,
Why did you hold me a way different?
I am a fool in love,
Can you tell me now?
And so you asked, so soft like a morning breeze,
That could I let you hold me like this until the end of time.
Can you tell me now?
I am a fool in love.
I frowned and slowly you ceased those wrinkles away with your trembling lips bestowed upon mine,
You did not want to lie any longer, you finally said against my lips,
And I smiled as I held you closer than we ever been,
I did not want to lie to you else, any longer and any more came as my reply.
Say my love,
Can I not let you go now?
I am a fool in love.
Staying true in our arms,
I kissed your lips and all those perfection of yours,
Whispering never ending endearments for you to hear,
I love you, my only one.
I am a fool in love,
Say my only love,
Can you let me hold on to you now?
I felt you closer as if locking me from leaving you,
A fort you fabricated for our love and with that I vowed to be your knight in the shining armour,
Sheltering you, protecting you with all my might,
And to be caged by your love is nothing as I had now your undying love.
I am a fool in love,
Plead guilty for the rest of my life for the crime of loving you.
Your forever knight,
Jung YunHo