Feeling the aster, avoiding disaster.

May 03, 2012 14:54

The year is almost over and God knows how glad I am that it is. For now though, I am literally struggling between looking at and freaking out over Young Justice stuffs and doing all my damn assignments for school.

First of all, Golden Week is supposed to be a break from this hell you call school - if you give us so much shit to do, then what the hell kind of break is it?

Secondly, I have to back up and admit, I'm just glad there's no school so I can actually do all of this shit.

Thirdly, it is so damn hard to stay focused on Physics or Interlude or Coastal management when Wally West and Artemis Crock are lingering on my laptop and ready to give me fic, ready to give me fanvideos and just ready to give me a lot of material for my fangirlishness.

I regret nothing.

I have shit to do - my mom is coming home today - I'm babysitting in about three hours - I'm getting psyched for the end of the school year - but so freaking annoyed and scared, yes, scared for the next two IB years of my life -

…and all I want is spitfire right now.

Maybe tomorrow I can go to Tully's and spend the whole day there working on shit. That would be the life. No Internet to bug me - no chance that Artemis or Wally can distract me from work - God, maybe I will go and spend the day at Tully's tomorrow.

Fuck everything - my mind has been a jumble ever since the middle of April and it's a pleasant jumble but a jumble nonetheless and I don't function very well when my mind is like this.

I will finish this physics lab report tonight. I will be able to start my coastal management report as well as my last design cycle and also write a ruddy reflection for Interlude. All tonight. Because God help me if the one thing I can do in this world is finish all of my work in the span of one all-nighter.

I am going to work my ass off so that Saturday and Sunday are free, free, free of all things SCHOOL-related.

If there are genius redhead speedsters, unbelievably fit and acrobatic blonde archers, smart-ass detective boy wonders and huge superheroes that can juggle real life, superhero life, work life and personal life all at the same time - then my life is easy cheesy and I will take it down marvelously.

School work, you're mine.

it's been a while, motivation, working hard or hardly working, me, young justice

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