I am disappoint

Nov 25, 2010 18:24

I have goals. I had goals. I have stories I want to write. I want to write. I want to write all kinds of things. Songs. Stories. Films. Movies. I want to produce a movie. Learn how films are made. I have things. I want. to do. I have a life too, dammit. But I can't really do any of these things (I'm so fucking sorry PULL, I have not submitted a single. FUCKING thing) because of:

a) the bio test tomorrow
b) the math test I had yesterday
c) the Hiroshima essay I turned in yesterday
d) basketball practice every M, W, F, that's really just bullshit
e) constant little pieces of homework that just get in the way
f) yes, okay, procrastinating, too but STFU. I'm a high schooler, we all procrastinate sometimes.
g) thinking too much

It's great. Life's great. o) I'm loaded with homework and tests and projects and I never get the single fucking chance to do whatever the hell I like, whether it's making music, writing a song, playing the guitar (I'm fucking rusty with the strings now, dammit) or write a fanfic. Dammit, Percy and Annabeth neeeeed me! They need my nerdy, slightly pathetic, maybe a little weird but yes, still cute, warm and romantic fics!

PULL is due tomorrow.
And I missed my other deadline last week. GOSH-FUCKING-DAMMIT.
So now I have two PULL fics to write. AARGGHHHHHHHH. X(
How the hell am I gonna catch up now.

Oh. But Happy Thanksgiving everyone. Thanks for the food, y'all. :)
Big dinner tonight. Yippee. (On top of homework…?!)

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