what a way to start the day

[bluepianos]

What is this shit? Ray Brown-senior hero, everyone loves him, he's like a celebrity in 12th grade-actually said 'hi' to me and treated me like a human being, not some brand new freshmen meat. It felt fucking wonderful. Like hot damn, am I being … accepted?

Or is he just being incredibly nice? ('Cause he usually is…)

I'd rather go with the former: acceptance. Makes me feel loved. ell-oh-fucking-ell

Then Mr. Ferguson-my bio teacher-passed me in the hallway and called me a very good bio student and said I'm doing really well. So yeah. That was a good start, too.

Then Ms. Ghadimi called me 'dear' and although that was a tad weird, it was refreshing and a better start from yesterday's spat. (I'd accidentally put my head down to rest my eyes… and she psyched.) But that's over. I mean, she's always nice, but today she was gentle. I appreciate that.

Then Ms. Sato didn't get angry at me today. A few days ago, she practically hated me. Mahahahaha. Not now. -keehee-

So what a way to start the day.
But I'm still sleepy.
The only thing is the peoples of this grade.

They're so messed up, oh my gods. I can't wait to go home. And it's only 8:36am.