Mar 23, 2007 22:05
I was upset earlier. I'm ok now, I just felt really low. Not wanted, lonely, overbearing, suffocating, and not wanted. And so I ate cake batter and watched a love story (that ended with them not together WTF?) on TV and did the dishes and that's all.
I paid the phone bil. The past two actually, since one was late, and so urgh.
Danced at lunch today. Tips sucked ass, went grocery shopping and spent the money I didn't make, and got our oil changed and went on a walk with Lis and Ash and Bryce to coffman and had an ok talk with Ash and Lis. They helped me feel better, and then when I felt worse later, I talked to Mar on the phone and that helped too.
Now I think I'm gonna go to bed. It was a beatiful day out today, hopefully it will bel ike that tomorrow. Man, instead of the cake batter I should have gotten drunk, I would be enjoying myself so much more I think. Haha.
I teach, lunch, run, shower, dance! Woooo!
Must get cd from David and practice! Yikes!
PS: Dear boobs, please stop growing, you're big enough. Thanks very much.
-Your body.