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I'm really glad that I got to see lots of people tonight!! It was so good to see you all.
Soooo I thought that I was doin ok, until I hung out with him again!!! I need to just stay at school and forget about him!! If you're Kelly, you prolly know who I'm talkin about. So everytime I see him, I start to like him again, and Kelly if you know who I'm talkin about, please don't tell your significant other cuz I don't wanna talk about it anymore after this!! hehe...I know I will, but ya know!! I don't even know why I like him! Seriously I mean he's a nice guy and he's cute in his own way, but he's not what I'm even lookin for. I think tonight was the first night I was around him when he wasn't drinking, crazy ain't it!!
It's crazy cuz just last night I was playin cards with some people from school and there is this one guy that's totally awesome, but he has a gf. But like it's cool bein with him cuz I can act myself, I don't feel like I have to pretend to be somebody I'm not with him. And it's like that with this other guy too, but I dunno..it's different. I really like the kid from school..and I can actually see myself with him, if he didn't have a gf ya know, but for some reason I could see myself dating the kid from here too. I'm gettin tired of this whole bein a teenager thing!! It's so confusing!!
Everytime I come home, I know I shouldn't hang out with him, but I always end up doin it anyway. Cuz whenever I'm with Audra we can't ever figure out anything to do so we just call him. And then every weekend I come feelin like crap because I know that nothin is gonna happen with it. Last weekend, I thought that maybe it was gonna go somewhere, but once again it didn't. It kinda sucks ya know!!
I really need to stay at school and just hang out with people there, cuz seriously I think it might make me happier. Specially if I'm with the kid that I think is totally awesome!! hehe. His gf lives in the same wing as us....bummer huh. But ya never know what could happen with that!!
Well I'm sorry that you had to read all this, but I really needed to get some feelings out! I don't really know another way to get these feelings out at 12:07 in the morning cuz everybody's sleepin!!
I hope I get to see more of you guys tomorrow!!! :oP
Soooo I thought that I was doin ok, until I hung out with him again!!! I need to just stay at school and forget about him!! If you're Kelly, you prolly know who I'm talkin about. So everytime I see him, I start to like him again, and Kelly if you know who I'm talkin about, please don't tell your significant other cuz I don't wanna talk about it anymore after this!! hehe...I know I will, but ya know!! I don't even know why I like him! Seriously I mean he's a nice guy and he's cute in his own way, but he's not what I'm even lookin for. I think tonight was the first night I was around him when he wasn't drinking, crazy ain't it!!
It's crazy cuz just last night I was playin cards with some people from school and there is this one guy that's totally awesome, but he has a gf. But like it's cool bein with him cuz I can act myself, I don't feel like I have to pretend to be somebody I'm not with him. And it's like that with this other guy too, but I dunno..it's different. I really like the kid from school..and I can actually see myself with him, if he didn't have a gf ya know, but for some reason I could see myself dating the kid from here too. I'm gettin tired of this whole bein a teenager thing!! It's so confusing!!
Everytime I come home, I know I shouldn't hang out with him, but I always end up doin it anyway. Cuz whenever I'm with Audra we can't ever figure out anything to do so we just call him. And then every weekend I come feelin like crap because I know that nothin is gonna happen with it. Last weekend, I thought that maybe it was gonna go somewhere, but once again it didn't. It kinda sucks ya know!!
I really need to stay at school and just hang out with people there, cuz seriously I think it might make me happier. Specially if I'm with the kid that I think is totally awesome!! hehe. His gf lives in the same wing as us....bummer huh. But ya never know what could happen with that!!
Well I'm sorry that you had to read all this, but I really needed to get some feelings out! I don't really know another way to get these feelings out at 12:07 in the morning cuz everybody's sleepin!!
I hope I get to see more of you guys tomorrow!!! :oP