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today was on of thows days I just wish I stayed in bed. I don't know if its just tiredness or is it just nothing. dipression sucks. Life goes no where quick. this weekend was uninventful. Had a board game night which was nice. But it was kind of like I am with people but I still feel so alone. Almost lost inside my oun little world when its just one big one. blah nothing really feels all that real. But I am just thinking inside my oun little box so insignifacant in the jumble of everyones lives. Kind of sucks I have no real good friends that I can confide into even thow I really have nothing to confide anything. complaining blah blah. I moslty try and look at things omtomisticlybut its sometimes hard. Put on your fake smile put up your fake personality. I just feel so fake. who the hell is the true me. well enough of my complaining.