May 11, 2005 01:43
"Wasting time is all you need
Walking down this hill tonight
I had a thought it was my own
Moon swept by the clouds and save the starlight
Or shall I be or shall I not be
I don't know I just don't
Feel like it tonight"
….
despite all the events of the last 8 months of my life, my
friend reassured me I can take it. My friend revitalized me and
told this
Mermaid, it was going to be okay. For the first time in a long time, I
chose to
accept that notion. As we get older, and more experienced we can endure
more
too. We get stronger and wiser, and that knowledge is power..and its
never
wasted. Cliché. I know that time will heal my Aunt and her children,
and all the other losses my loved ones and I have experienced..just
need to be okay with Patience ..
“It’s not the situation.
It’s your reaction to the
situation…”
I choose to follow my heart at
all times, some may think its foolish, others may applaude my risks, in
either case..i have found when my hearts at peace, i am at peace. I have always
embraced change and follow's Allah's will, and I will continue too, whatever
happens and doesnt happen..happens for a reason, and all we can do is learn
from it, and better ourselves.
.. im going to go to bed, and try
to learn from all the cards i have been dealt in the last year..i
have a story to share, and plenty to write..it is my own.
Good Night luvies :D
Mermaid