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So today was the first day of school and i think it could have been better. School wasn't too bad except my dance teacher is already getting on my nerves and i really want to quit harrison but i don't know if i should. I also had another bad situation today b/c of something i did of course and i have never ever felt this bad in my life. I seriously think somethings wrong with me. Like i am not trying to feel depressed at all....it is just how i feel. And today did not help. I feel like i keep doing everything wrong and i have been trying so hard to make things right or happy for me but it never works. I can't just find someone else...it's just not that easy....why is this happening to me? why can't things work out. Just one thing at least b/c nothing has worked out for me at all! What happened? Like what happened between us? why? when? it just happened so fast and i feel like i can never have that person again b/c i feel like he is gone, he's different, he's not mine anymore......but i just wanna know if he is ever going to Meet Me again or love me again. ♥