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If only my brother could know how outcasted, shunned, unappreciated, unwanted he could make one feel......... I would expect this behavior from him towards anyone else... but being this way to blood? People and parents try to soothe me when i question this by saying all these things he does and says....... why havent i seen them? I hear about him "sticking up for me" , that doesnt help as much as telling me when ppl are talking shit so I can stop walking blindly into the path of fake friends.I dont see how's he's sticking up for me........ Frankly that's all I hear about him doing for me...... He should be my best friend and I so desperately want that...... But his words and actions... or rather sometimes lack of actions hurt me..... I love that kid..... but it seems faltering on the other end at times......... Even my only close good friend says that this is wrong on his part...... I dont know what to do
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