Can you extract me from my plastic fantasy?
I'm such a huge dork~! Why? Because I woke up rather early thinking I was sleeping next to You only to realize it was just my pillow =(
Edit 10:30.
I just received a speech from my mother about letting someone "suck" on my neck. She told me that she taught me better...thus turned into the "I've failed somewhere as a parent" speech. & of course I told her she did a fine job, I just had the freedom of choice and I chose to do things differently.
I'm nervous. Very nervous. Anxious. Ahhhh!!! I wonder what he will be like when I walk in to talk to him!? Oh, it's that feeling in my tummy. He'll hate me for sure and kick me out of his store. What if he forgets and leaves before I get there! Ah!!! I'm going to be oh so tired. I kept waking up every hour...getting up...walking around...then back to bed I'd go just to get up again =(
So Jenny...camping? We did talk about that last night didn't we? I think I imagined that...but I think I didn't? Hmm....
you might say it's self destructive. but you see, it's more productive than if i were to be happy. and as the skin rips off i cherish the revolting thought that even if i quit there's not a chance in hell i'd stop and anyone can see the signs mittens in the summertime thank you for your pity, you are too kind. and you might say its self-inflicted but you see that's contradictive why on earth would anyone practice self destruction?
Edit 10:30.
I just received a speech from my mother about letting someone "suck" on my neck. She told me that she taught me better...thus turned into the "I've failed somewhere as a parent" speech. & of course I told her she did a fine job, I just had the freedom of choice and I chose to do things differently.
I'm nervous. Very nervous. Anxious. Ahhhh!!! I wonder what he will be like when I walk in to talk to him!? Oh, it's that feeling in my tummy. He'll hate me for sure and kick me out of his store. What if he forgets and leaves before I get there! Ah!!! I'm going to be oh so tired. I kept waking up every hour...getting up...walking around...then back to bed I'd go just to get up again =(
So Jenny...camping? We did talk about that last night didn't we? I think I imagined that...but I think I didn't? Hmm....
you might say it's self destructive. but you see, it's more productive than if i were to be happy. and as the skin rips off i cherish the revolting thought that even if i quit there's not a chance in hell i'd stop and anyone can see the signs mittens in the summertime thank you for your pity, you are too kind. and you might say its self-inflicted but you see that's contradictive why on earth would anyone practice self destruction?