wtf?
Well today started out pretty shitty! I sleep in till 11:40am. So I was late for work and I missed school, and to make matters worse my car battery was dead this morning so I had to jump it with my dad's truck. Got to work then came home and got yelled at my dad for not doing nething and how i need to pay for my gas and other stuff. so that pretty cool. and i went only just to check my myspace and went to liz's page and i saw that matt left a comment and saying hey babe to her. that is for me to say not him. wtf? then i go to his page and i see pics of him and her kissing. oh that got me raging. i was so mad i was shaking. if i see that kid he is going to get his shit slpit for doing this to me. they are both fucked up in the head, but it is hard for me to hate her because i love her so much. i dunno this whole thing is really hard for me. and she never wants to talk about it with me, so i don't know what to do nemore? she tells me she loves me and she still likes me, flirts with me all the time. i just don't know ne more. what do you want me to do. yes i love you and i want to be with you, but i want you to want to. i just want you to love me so that i can love on you.