....
ok-- this week has been really... quite?
idk.. just reciving bad news about how crappy i'm doing in college
i have to make a summary.. and yeah i haven't started.. i'm such a loser
And omg-- my dumb sister lost the cammara today -- ahhh!!
what i'm going to do??
with my little obssesion of takincs pics when i cut
geez-- i need to stop wasting my money in beers and cigarrets and save for a new one
cuz i NEED it
besides one of my sisters is going to graduate from something in karate.. and i would like to take pics of it
i think she's going from green to brown or something
but i will miss taking pics of my cuts :(
i just cut a little- blood blood..
whatever.. it were just 3 scratches.. varely bleed
should i make more?
i feel really pathetic
there is something inside of me thats broken
i'm sure of that
but i just dunno what it is
i feel ugly
i need to be loved
isn't that just really pathetic :P
to need someone to move on
i wish i could do things by my own.. i wish i didn't need the help of anybody
but i can't keep going alone
patsy is great.. i meant she's sooo nice with me and always helped me
but there are sometimes when she just need time for herself and.. she just can't be with me
hehe i'm not for eher sometimes .. i'm a bad friend =/
and my vision is getting wrost
everything is sooo blury
idk how i'm writing this lol
and i have been shaking a lot today
its not cold
i had so,me weird anxiety attacks.. weird cuz i was only watching TV when that happened
idk.. just reciving bad news about how crappy i'm doing in college
i have to make a summary.. and yeah i haven't started.. i'm such a loser
And omg-- my dumb sister lost the cammara today -- ahhh!!
what i'm going to do??
with my little obssesion of takincs pics when i cut
geez-- i need to stop wasting my money in beers and cigarrets and save for a new one
cuz i NEED it
besides one of my sisters is going to graduate from something in karate.. and i would like to take pics of it
i think she's going from green to brown or something
but i will miss taking pics of my cuts :(
i just cut a little- blood blood..
whatever.. it were just 3 scratches.. varely bleed
should i make more?
i feel really pathetic
there is something inside of me thats broken
i'm sure of that
but i just dunno what it is
i feel ugly
i need to be loved
isn't that just really pathetic :P
to need someone to move on
i wish i could do things by my own.. i wish i didn't need the help of anybody
but i can't keep going alone
patsy is great.. i meant she's sooo nice with me and always helped me
but there are sometimes when she just need time for herself and.. she just can't be with me
hehe i'm not for eher sometimes .. i'm a bad friend =/
and my vision is getting wrost
everything is sooo blury
idk how i'm writing this lol
and i have been shaking a lot today
its not cold
i had so,me weird anxiety attacks.. weird cuz i was only watching TV when that happened