May 20, 2007 13:47
i think i'm going to fail this year too..
i haven't study a thing
i spent all this week... drinking or thinking about him.. or just being with my friends..
it was ok..- but what about college..
i'm so afraid i will fail anatomy but i haven't done anything to solve that problem
i'm just a fucking failure..
and i have been eating a lot.. omg-- gives me nausea thinking about it.. the sad part is that i cna't start bulimia even if i want to cuz i just can't make myself vomit >_O--
i can't stan this feeling anymore.. its like i'm going crazy
and about love
well still heart broken.. and i still love my ex and we are still seing each other once in a while.. the last time i saw him was .. fun in a kinky way <3
and ther eis this guy.. i think he likes me.. hehe yeah its obvious but i don't like him in that way :/ he always give me stuffs but i just dunno.. i don't want to broke his heart either.. but i can't force myself to like him..
college,
rant