Nov 13, 2010 17:32
So I guess I'm not much of a party person. Recently going out to party seems more like a chore to me. Either to keep people company, get people into parties, search for alcohol. It's all the same shit every week. Partying with strangers that make you feel uncomfortable and getting buzzed and beyond to feel comfortable is stupid and I admit that I did it therefore I'm stupid. I mean partying with strangers isn't bad at all, but if you feel that you have to put in work to have fun then it's not worth the effort cause no one cares--there's no one to impress.I was talking about it with Jeff the other day and he agree saying it get's old fast and then you realize you wasted your time on crap. Stuff like that is no fun unless you are with people you are close with. I rather jut chill with friends and a couple of strangers it's better than just a couple of friends and booze driven zombies.
I like meeting new people but this is getting out of hand for me, I'm not really a social butterfly. I like to keep talking to those that I meet, not meet billions and billions of people every week then forget their faces, I don't feel comfortable that way. I think people are too precious to forget (well most people) and it doesn't sit right with me to be acquainted with so many people but not really know them.
I've been staying in my dorm room more often than usual. Before I would just sleep, now I just play Dynasty Warriors Online. it's so much fun ^^. It's helping clam down my crave for games quite a bit. I want to get a controller since the game is compatible with one so that my game crave can finally be satiated. I love it <3 I'm currently a Lt.colonel on Wu.
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