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So, nix on the roller derby. I got kicked off. That's right katz and kittenz, kicked right the fuck off. Why? Stupid fucking girl drama.
Here's the story in a nutshell:
Link's (ya'll remember Link?) current girlfriend, Pinky, is on derby. Because Link cheated on her, a few times, and she found out, she doesn't trust Link or any girl he looks twice at. I'm still close friends with Link, and she hates me for it. She started telling some other Rollergirls, many of whom are founders of the Colorado chapter of the league, that she suspected I was sleeping with Link. This was either a bald-faced lie, or she honestly believed it to be true. In either case, I'm innocent. Completely. I have no desire to sleep with Link now or ever again. He is simply a friend I value and love. However, being the new girl on the league, those that heard the story did not give me a chance to defend myself. I was pre-judged before they even attempted to get to know me. Please note that not all of the girls were involved, and those that weren't were kind to me. I was tense and worried about losing my place on the league the whole time, though, and was really reserved (completely unlike me). One of the founders in particular took had a particular disdain for me, and was an utter bitch to me at nearly every event/practice and was the one making me miserable. The whole situation came to a head when this girl, whom I honestly believe to be fucked in the head, made it clear ro me that I was not wanted and was going to put it to a vote w/ the other founding members (many of which in that "inner circle" with Pinky) and vote me off. It's derby, for hell's sake. It's supposed to be fun, not miserable. Those girls brought me back to 4th grade, and I don't need this crap. So, I'm done. I'm going to teach myself to dance on rollerskates instead, maybe take belly dancing classes again, and learn from my experience with the Rocky Mountain Rollergirls.
I've decided to go back to school next year. I want to study Human Sexuality and Gender Studies. I turn 25 in June, so I'll have more financial help available to me.
Going to London for a vacation last week of August, thanks to my wonderful, beautiful friends, Bohmer and Devi.
Things are still going well. I look good, feel good, and have my head on straight, which is more than I can say for most people.
Peace,
Jenifer
Here's the story in a nutshell:
Link's (ya'll remember Link?) current girlfriend, Pinky, is on derby. Because Link cheated on her, a few times, and she found out, she doesn't trust Link or any girl he looks twice at. I'm still close friends with Link, and she hates me for it. She started telling some other Rollergirls, many of whom are founders of the Colorado chapter of the league, that she suspected I was sleeping with Link. This was either a bald-faced lie, or she honestly believed it to be true. In either case, I'm innocent. Completely. I have no desire to sleep with Link now or ever again. He is simply a friend I value and love. However, being the new girl on the league, those that heard the story did not give me a chance to defend myself. I was pre-judged before they even attempted to get to know me. Please note that not all of the girls were involved, and those that weren't were kind to me. I was tense and worried about losing my place on the league the whole time, though, and was really reserved (completely unlike me). One of the founders in particular took had a particular disdain for me, and was an utter bitch to me at nearly every event/practice and was the one making me miserable. The whole situation came to a head when this girl, whom I honestly believe to be fucked in the head, made it clear ro me that I was not wanted and was going to put it to a vote w/ the other founding members (many of which in that "inner circle" with Pinky) and vote me off. It's derby, for hell's sake. It's supposed to be fun, not miserable. Those girls brought me back to 4th grade, and I don't need this crap. So, I'm done. I'm going to teach myself to dance on rollerskates instead, maybe take belly dancing classes again, and learn from my experience with the Rocky Mountain Rollergirls.
I've decided to go back to school next year. I want to study Human Sexuality and Gender Studies. I turn 25 in June, so I'll have more financial help available to me.
Going to London for a vacation last week of August, thanks to my wonderful, beautiful friends, Bohmer and Devi.
Things are still going well. I look good, feel good, and have my head on straight, which is more than I can say for most people.
Peace,
Jenifer