May 12, 2004 19:11
I hate not updating. Well, I do and I don't. I'm glad I don't waste my time sitting at my computer all day anymore, and I was feeling pretty pathetic about all my journal entrys. If thouse are the things I find most important to write about, then what does that say about me? I don't know. I miss some of my friends on-line. But, I have been busy- and happy for the most part. Last night I asked someone "What's new." They said nothing, even though I havn't talked to them for quite some time, nothing was new. Then the question was directed at me: "What's new Amy?" And I thought about it. Lots of things. There's always something new going on with me. Weather or not my friends know: weather or not it is something emotional, pysical, psychological. Something new at home, or work. Family or friends. There always seems to be new things for me. Not every day, but every week has brought to me at least 1 huge "revelation" (i like that word..) for the past month or two. Lately there have been more than one. Not bad things, just "New", you understand? Perhaps you do, perhaps you don't, personaly, I don't really care.
Actually, if I step back take a look at things (something I have not been doing at all lately and which used to cause me a lot of trouble- thinking too much) there is a lot going on for me right now...
Anyway, I'm off to Blockbuster for an interview. I might get a 2nd job there for a while. I don't know if vons is a good place for me. I'll explain when I have more time. Okay, I have to run, bye bye...