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too stressed
too busy
too tired
too anxious
too anxious
too anxious
too anxious
but then again so is everyone else.. so i feel like i'm just bitching and annoying the shit out of anyone if i say anything. "well everyone else is stressed too.. just suck it up. that's what i'm doing" ..well i'm sorry to be a bother. but i've dealt with stress before. i've dealt with stress the past 7 years of my life. so why is it this bad now? why am i having so much trouble handling it now? why dont i physically feel well? why is it getting to me? and what it is -- stress from school? idk what it is, but for the past few months, if anything bad or stressful happens, it feels like it's 10 times worse than the situation actually is. I cant help it, i really cant. and i feel like i'm going crazy.
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I just got a text from nick saying "happy early 4 month babe" and i didnt even realize what day it was :( i suck.
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i just deleted my Myspace.
too busy
too tired
too anxious
too anxious
too anxious
too anxious
but then again so is everyone else.. so i feel like i'm just bitching and annoying the shit out of anyone if i say anything. "well everyone else is stressed too.. just suck it up. that's what i'm doing" ..well i'm sorry to be a bother. but i've dealt with stress before. i've dealt with stress the past 7 years of my life. so why is it this bad now? why am i having so much trouble handling it now? why dont i physically feel well? why is it getting to me? and what it is -- stress from school? idk what it is, but for the past few months, if anything bad or stressful happens, it feels like it's 10 times worse than the situation actually is. I cant help it, i really cant. and i feel like i'm going crazy.
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I just got a text from nick saying "happy early 4 month babe" and i didnt even realize what day it was :( i suck.
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i just deleted my Myspace.