Mar 25, 2004 06:15
im driving down the street with one headlight . the other got cancer and i mourn its passing for i cannot see as far as i used to. like my car i am getting old. i feel what the youth speak but only a life time ago. hollywood way is such a wierd street because i cant find hollywood anywhere on it only burbank and an airport. i made a left on magnolia ,am i the only one who thinks traffic moves too slow on this street?, and head to the mall. my daughter calls it the wiggly star because of the wiggly lines on the front that are topped by a star. leave it to children to state the obvious. i especially love it when they tell me i have a gorilla chest and then laugh alot. i hate kids sometiimes. innocently cruel. i suppose its only cruel because we, i dont want to face the truth. so the next time someone says the truth will set you free i will say it will also hurt. are we savey? i find myself replying to people in movie quotes. with an irish scottish accent. yes i bought the movie snatch. what a dirty little word. another of my favorites is -
i am disinclined to acquiesce your request... it means no...
so when my daughters say daddy i want some icecream i say i am disinclined to acquiesce your request. the look at me funny and ask thier mom bi-passing me as many do. i suppose because i have no authority what so ever im left empty only used for my strength and my tall ness which at some point in my life they will both give out then what will i have.. great now im depressed. this is why i and people in general dont look at them selfs. but i am a buddist (not a good one) but a buddist none the less and my practice revolves around my personal human revolution (looking at myself) changing that witch i dont like. to be the better person i want to be. like goku. all of you dragon ball z fans know who i am speaking of. when most of my life for one reason or another i was acting like vegita. again dbz so i say to all who are taking the time to read this all the way through i have and do feel what you fell you are not alone. just as i thaught i was alone.