new journal
I have a new LiveJournal name, 
esan. It may not be creative or anything of the sort, but it's certainly a name that I won't be changing any time soon.
Those of you that do read this thing when I do update, please add my new account to your friends list and I'll friend you back. This account is rife with broken contacts and inactive groups that I don't wish to seek out all on my own. I'll be adding the journals that I'll be sure to read all my own as well though.
I felt it appropriate to make a new journal, simply because I needed an excuse to do so. I figure I can use the fact that I'm moving away in one week to live on my own as a college student as a good excuse for starting fresh in my online journal.
For the past four years, I've been chronicling my life under the LiveJournal account
blueminder to varying degrees. In the beginning I would write about my day, as it would happen, explaining everything from what I had for breakfast to the annoyances of friends and family that most people wouldn't give a shit about. I would start talking about my random computer projects that most people wouldn't even understand. I would attempt to describe an event in vague prose as the laws of teenage angst dictated which would just leave most people confused. Alas, the high school years.
I look back on my past entries and the like, and just laugh at myself for the way I used to be and hold shame to a certain degree about my own naivety, pretentiousness, and general immaturity that I've shown in my entries and the like. I can't say that I've made very many mistakes that are far different than anybody else, I know I'm not special in that regard, but I just find it funny that I have a way of looking back at my own thoughts at certain moments in time, and all the more humbling, one which anyone can look at for themselves if they really wish.
I could be looking too much into it though, it's very doubtful anyone would care to look at my entire history, but all the same, I'm not deleting this thing. If I posted it online, I have nothing to hide.
See ya on my new journal!
esan. It may not be creative or anything of the sort, but it's certainly a name that I won't be changing any time soon.
Those of you that do read this thing when I do update, please add my new account to your friends list and I'll friend you back. This account is rife with broken contacts and inactive groups that I don't wish to seek out all on my own. I'll be adding the journals that I'll be sure to read all my own as well though.
I felt it appropriate to make a new journal, simply because I needed an excuse to do so. I figure I can use the fact that I'm moving away in one week to live on my own as a college student as a good excuse for starting fresh in my online journal.
For the past four years, I've been chronicling my life under the LiveJournal account
blueminder to varying degrees. In the beginning I would write about my day, as it would happen, explaining everything from what I had for breakfast to the annoyances of friends and family that most people wouldn't give a shit about. I would start talking about my random computer projects that most people wouldn't even understand. I would attempt to describe an event in vague prose as the laws of teenage angst dictated which would just leave most people confused. Alas, the high school years.
I look back on my past entries and the like, and just laugh at myself for the way I used to be and hold shame to a certain degree about my own naivety, pretentiousness, and general immaturity that I've shown in my entries and the like. I can't say that I've made very many mistakes that are far different than anybody else, I know I'm not special in that regard, but I just find it funny that I have a way of looking back at my own thoughts at certain moments in time, and all the more humbling, one which anyone can look at for themselves if they really wish.
I could be looking too much into it though, it's very doubtful anyone would care to look at my entire history, but all the same, I'm not deleting this thing. If I posted it online, I have nothing to hide.
See ya on my new journal!