i missed it by like 10 minutes, but about this time last year, i was posting an entry..

and at a wonderful apartment in seattle, smoking a cigg, watchingsex an the city, and spending that time with the best canitdate i couldve.

very interesting to me, actually.

hmm.

i wonder if shes thinkin the same thing.

i may have just given up the single most bsest thing thats every happened to me in my entire life.

im stupid, very veryy stupid.

im a horrible best frind.

i and just hope to fucking god she can forgive me.

there were some great fuckin time with that kid.

lots and lots of fun..

and hopefully, still more to come.

leonas not an alcoholic. im pretty sure. i love her to death thogh.
sometimes i feel like its me and her agianst the world.
and sometimes it is.

wow.

i have nothing to really say.

so. i quit everything. meaning drugs. not ciggs.

sober for 25 days tommorow. yupp.

its been interesting. very very interesting.

dood im do fucking chiil just sitting here its great as fuck. theres like 20 ppl her at tashs and were jsut sitting here chilling smoking bwls and listening to some poink floyd. its great as fuck, mannee.
anywho..yea im so fucking high right now manee. i absofuckinglutley love life manne

k so im really really fucking high and i made a commintement to myself that i would type in my lj until the end of comfortably numb by pink floyd ( Read more... )

so life is interesting at the moment...ive gotten wayyyy more into drugs..and my counselour is thinking about putting me on depression medication ( Read more... )

so i called RJ last night and today.

LAST NIGHT:
talked to him, nice chat, he wanted to comeover friday. said our goodbyes. told him i missed him.

TODAY:
called him, he didnt talk much. didnt wanna come over anymore. had to go.

i should be used by now to rejection.

so basically i just got back from 10 days at camp..it was fucking amazing, i miss the place so much. i miss rounda, wo he lo;; and most of all this boy named RJ ( Read more... )

heres your icon BIATCH.

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