this crap all over again....
It 7:00 Am, and I have to work 8am-9pm. It's going to be a long, long day! I'm driving home after work. I feel like I've been so moody lately. Hopefully I can blame it on "that time of the month." There are a lot of things about myself that just drive me crazy. It seems as though a lot of people are dealing w/ self issues lately. I just want to be myself around everybody. I dont' know how to let people in. I'm starting to feel like I'm in High School all over again. It's hard when your close friend is more outgoing around groups of people than you are. At ECU I didn't have to worry about seeing the same people over and over b/c when the semester was over that was it. This time I'll be around these people until I graduate. I despise being known as the 'shy' girl. It kills me. I guess I just feel out of place a lot. It's hard when everyone is always calling that person's name, and you're just standing there like a retard. I feel like people think I'm her tag along or something. I don't know....sometimes it's just really hard. I'm sure it shows all over my face.
Well, that's the way life goes. I'll keep trying to do my best. People that are outgoing don't really understand. This has gone on all of my life. It doesn't just go away. So, I try and face my fears.
Well, that's the way life goes. I'll keep trying to do my best. People that are outgoing don't really understand. This has gone on all of my life. It doesn't just go away. So, I try and face my fears.