Apr 19, 2011 23:53
Why am I so afraid? It might not even be anything like what I'm thinking but I'm still afraid. I can't help thinking so much into any of this. It just stupid that I'm afraid of the thing I really want. I do want this, even if it is just something simple.
I say that there is much to look forward to but I don't want to be crushed if it turns out to be nothing. But the regularity and the expectant schedule is there.
Can I just not be so afraid anymore? Please?
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