Thoughts: Stormy Weather
A thought popped into my mind just now. It is strange that I would think about it all of a sudden.
I'm wondering if my depression has ever actually gone away or if I'm just able to push it aside for a limited time. Sometimes I feel fine and not think too badly about things but there are just times that I can't stand it and want to be a completely different person because of it.
Always that sinking sensation and second thoughts about the person I am in front of everyone around me. I just want to yell out to leave me alone while still telling them that I don't want to be left to my own devices.
I'm wondering if my depression has ever actually gone away or if I'm just able to push it aside for a limited time. Sometimes I feel fine and not think too badly about things but there are just times that I can't stand it and want to be a completely different person because of it.
Always that sinking sensation and second thoughts about the person I am in front of everyone around me. I just want to yell out to leave me alone while still telling them that I don't want to be left to my own devices.