Dec 15, 2006 19:57
i just emailed my JC letter to mickey and laura. it's done, it's in, it's out of my hands. and i feel strangely relaxed about that. i hate sounding full of myself or touting my accomplishments that much, but i did and it's done. i'm excited and anxious, but mostly calm because i know i'm going to get this job unless something very bad happens. it's just been such a fact of life for the past few months: amy will be a cit for this summer, learn a lot more, and then she'll go home, write her JC letter and then get hired. jeff and anna drilled it into me...that makes it sound kind of bad, or like i didn't want it to happen, but that's not true. i did. but it's weird, having all these friends who were unsure about whether they wanted to or could be a JC...i had none of that doubt. i'm hoping i won't. but i know i will eventually. oh, well. i should get off the school computer and go to my ap german seminar. icky. >.<
only a month and half until a response comes....
oh, another reason i'm so perky: i just finished my bio test and my german teacher decided not to make the exercises we did in class today count for a quiz or test grade. ah.........
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i never thought i would say this, but there are too many shoes. my parents gave us shoes for hannukah, but i don't really like mine. and i felt really bad for saying so, but really, i would never ever wear them and they didn't fit right. so i told my mom, and now i'm shopping for shoes on zappos. and it's really hard. because i honestly don't know what i'd do with another pair of shoes. i wear my sneakers, occasionally my black flats or my black heels, and maybe that newish pair of brown flats. that's it. what else do i need? i'd feel silly getting a new pair of sneakers for hannukah, but that's what i'll need soon. not a pair of red shiney patent peep toe high heels with the little bow and cutouts around the toes that make my feet look hideous.
input would be appreciated.