I'm an idiot.

[blueloner]

I am such a fucking idiot. What have I done? Why do I always have to open up my big fucking mouth and ruin everything that's beautiful. Why am I such an idiot? Why can't I just leave shit alone. Why can't I keep my mouth shut. Why am I such a bitch? Why must I destroy everything that makes me happy.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for everything. I'm a moron. Please forgive me. I don't know what the fuck I'm doing anymore. I'm confused. I've been lost and confused since day 1. This is all new to me.

I fucking love you and I've fallen...

hard.