rez.o.loo.shion.z [2.0.2.2]
i know this is comes way late in the game. i'm not sure if this still counts as new year seeing how 1/6th of it has already passed. i can blame it on many things such as procrastination and distraction but most likely i didn't want to face the failure that i am. to keep consistency, i'll use the usual format:
1. buy a house. ~~> fail.
so 0% is quite low. the most effort i put in was look up redfin or go to some open houses. better than nothing i suppose, but i don't deserve this 'participation award'.
the weird thing this year, or rather within these two months, is that i have probably made more progress than all of last year. as i write this, i have literally just put in an offer to a house. could it be i'm trying to make up for last year? or maybe it's better that i don't have it written down somewhere so it doesn't feel concrete. given how far i am in the process, it wouldn't be fair of me to put the same resolution. or can i say it was there but just not written down? the stupid struggles of technicalities...
part of my delay in writing this was that i didn't know what to put for my resolutions. do i continue from last year? do i add more to it? if so, what? the same general ones ive had in year's past? ah, my nemesis: making decisions.
i don't know what got me to take these baby steps but i best utilize this momentum. still don't know what i want to do when i grow up, but maybe once i have my own home base set up, i can concentrate on that. i guess for the sake of this post, i'll just throw out an oldie.
1. fitness. lose weight. (weight goal is listed elsewhere)
i'll try to maintain my integrity and not cheat by adding others that i know can be accomplished soon because things are already set up. speaking of, let's see if i'm finally moving...
1. buy a house. ~~> fail.
so 0% is quite low. the most effort i put in was look up redfin or go to some open houses. better than nothing i suppose, but i don't deserve this 'participation award'.
the weird thing this year, or rather within these two months, is that i have probably made more progress than all of last year. as i write this, i have literally just put in an offer to a house. could it be i'm trying to make up for last year? or maybe it's better that i don't have it written down somewhere so it doesn't feel concrete. given how far i am in the process, it wouldn't be fair of me to put the same resolution. or can i say it was there but just not written down? the stupid struggles of technicalities...
part of my delay in writing this was that i didn't know what to put for my resolutions. do i continue from last year? do i add more to it? if so, what? the same general ones ive had in year's past? ah, my nemesis: making decisions.
i don't know what got me to take these baby steps but i best utilize this momentum. still don't know what i want to do when i grow up, but maybe once i have my own home base set up, i can concentrate on that. i guess for the sake of this post, i'll just throw out an oldie.
1. fitness. lose weight. (weight goal is listed elsewhere)
i'll try to maintain my integrity and not cheat by adding others that i know can be accomplished soon because things are already set up. speaking of, let's see if i'm finally moving...