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Tiny update time.
I haven't been on much the past week or so(like at all) but I will go back and comment on a bunch of entries I've missed soon. :)
-My brother is coming home for thanksgiving.
- Some of my friends are coming home for thanksgiving as well and hopefully we can get some hangout time in because I'm starting to feel awfully replaced and lonely. I can't shake the feeling that a couple of them are out right ignoring me.*shakes it off anyway*
- I almost had a relapse with my SI. I was crying and a bunch of stuff you don't want to hear about. I used some rubber bands instead and I'm okay again. I can't place my finger on my emotions but I've been having a lot of very vivid and upsetting dreams lately. I've been thinking about death in a almost clinical fashion,the way that I used to, and I can't seem to go through the day without it creeping up on me. I'm shaking that off as well. I suppose that people shake off unpleasant emotions like a dog with water, it's a funny image. Or maybe it isn't but I'm really tired right now.
- I feel awfully apathetic, and then I feel pretty guilty about feeling so apathetic.
- It's not as bad as it sounds.
I haven't been on much the past week or so(like at all) but I will go back and comment on a bunch of entries I've missed soon. :)
-My brother is coming home for thanksgiving.
- Some of my friends are coming home for thanksgiving as well and hopefully we can get some hangout time in because I'm starting to feel awfully replaced and lonely. I can't shake the feeling that a couple of them are out right ignoring me.*shakes it off anyway*
- I almost had a relapse with my SI. I was crying and a bunch of stuff you don't want to hear about. I used some rubber bands instead and I'm okay again. I can't place my finger on my emotions but I've been having a lot of very vivid and upsetting dreams lately. I've been thinking about death in a almost clinical fashion,the way that I used to, and I can't seem to go through the day without it creeping up on me. I'm shaking that off as well. I suppose that people shake off unpleasant emotions like a dog with water, it's a funny image. Or maybe it isn't but I'm really tired right now.
- I feel awfully apathetic, and then I feel pretty guilty about feeling so apathetic.
- It's not as bad as it sounds.