Not Worth Missing You

Jan 19, 2005 18:24

today was the day tom an i were supposed ta compete for his spot in varsity band. well, we were supposed ta meet w/ Mrs.Allen in da band hall at 7:45 in da mornin. he didnt show an i got his spot by default and dat sux. i told Mrs.Allen that i didnt want the spot due to the circumstances an she said dat it "wasnt my choice"
which really upset me. i spent all of varsity practice regretting ever thinkin about challenging. i miss bein w/ gerard, david, ben, rigo, abby an everyone, especially gerard! he an i have been frenz since da 6th grade and we've been through so much 2gether i never realized how attatched i was to him until today.
the pain of bein seperated from someone u truly care about is not worth varsity!
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