Pierrot the clown
So, a while since the last post.
Lets speed through this one.
Ive moved to leicester and started a new degree doing media production.
Ive met a boy...
And, well, it's such a strange one.
We spoke for about a week on msn, and, kind of argued about stupid things, as in he thought i was a typical gay, and would just act the same as all of the others etc etc.
But I decide to meet him on sunday, after the most horrendous journy back from halloween in birmingham.
And erm, well yeah - we got on really really well. And couldnt stop kissing. Like at all. I was so amazingly attracted to him. So very much.
So, the next day we decided to meet up for some more time together, and we did. And ended up having like the most amazing sex. - And he spent the night again, and then has spent the entire morning with me again, with more, sex etc, but i dunno - we kind of agreed to get together, because of how we felt immediatly about one another.
i know im being completely stupid about this, but theres just something about him that's incredible....
And now im doing the whole stupid paranoid thing of.... wtf am i doing. Im so just being set up here, right? I mean there's no way he could actually like me....
I love the intensity, but seriously.... i dont want this fucking up!
It's been SO fucking long since ive felt like this about ANYONE! like at all....
Lets speed through this one.
Ive moved to leicester and started a new degree doing media production.
Ive met a boy...
And, well, it's such a strange one.
We spoke for about a week on msn, and, kind of argued about stupid things, as in he thought i was a typical gay, and would just act the same as all of the others etc etc.
But I decide to meet him on sunday, after the most horrendous journy back from halloween in birmingham.
And erm, well yeah - we got on really really well. And couldnt stop kissing. Like at all. I was so amazingly attracted to him. So very much.
So, the next day we decided to meet up for some more time together, and we did. And ended up having like the most amazing sex. - And he spent the night again, and then has spent the entire morning with me again, with more, sex etc, but i dunno - we kind of agreed to get together, because of how we felt immediatly about one another.
i know im being completely stupid about this, but theres just something about him that's incredible....
And now im doing the whole stupid paranoid thing of.... wtf am i doing. Im so just being set up here, right? I mean there's no way he could actually like me....
I love the intensity, but seriously.... i dont want this fucking up!
It's been SO fucking long since ive felt like this about ANYONE! like at all....