Tired and Grouchy
I am soooo tired.
Went to Gigantour in the freezing coldness yesterday.
It was such a waiste of time, we should have just went right before Megadeth came on since we had VIP 1st row anywho. But ofcourse they were great. Iv'e never been so close to a band before. Dave is hot , but he's so skinny! lol I got stomped trying to grab a pic for Kevin, not knowing one had fallen under his boot that he was holding hostage the whole time I was clumsily scavaging. We had a few laughs about the whole thing, he couldn't understand why I dove to the ground just to get him a pic, but love will make you act on some foolish things; my reasoning just being for over a decade this has been his faverote band and out of all of the times that he's seen them its never been front row, I was determined from the start of the concert that he was getting a pic somehow. After all, Kevin's music is so heavily influenced by Dave's technique, what better sovenier to have if the whole signed V is a fix anyways?
The opening bands sucked balls this year, last year was so much better with Nevermore and Fear Factory.
Opeth was the only half was decent one but by that point I was so cold, and it was so mellow I was falling asleep.
And for all you Lamb of God fans, what the hell do you see in that horrid spit spewing excuse for music? The screaming and the horrid basic drum changes were just.....ughh. And they were so fucking cocky about making a billboard, who fucking cares you nasty fucks.
I can't believe last week Micheal and Jessica were late, I missed Shinedown because of them, and ofcourse this time they are on time and I have to listen to bullshit for hours.
No more concerts outdoors after Sept. from now on. Seriously. I skipped my first class today to get 2 more hours of sleep. Also because I had a Philosophy test and I was bairley functioning later on with the added sleep, so I knew I wouldn't make it unless I came to desperate measures. I still have to clean up and go to work, and I have 2 more bibliography projects to work on, plus my other homework.....I really need to bed early tonight, I can't function like this. I feel terrible.
On top of my assload of laundry, cleaning, homework and need to order haircare essentials for work, my mom is sick and she can't come down and help me out with my grandma's chemo tomorrow. (The doctors orders; even if you have a common cold, you CAN'T go around her at all cause if she gets it she will never recover at this state). So I have Tuesdays off anyways but usually she needs around the clock care until atleast Friday of the distribution week, since the drugs are so much stronger seeing she only gets them every 3 weeks....tomorrow will be ok but Wed and Th I have school and work, so I don't know what in the hell I am going to do, none of my family ofcourse "has the time" to help during this "inconvenience". A part of me wants to call each and every one of them and give them a large peice of my mind, but the most of me will not allow me to need anyone and stoop to such a trash level. Another part of me wants to call my mom and bitch the fuck out of her, for spending the entire weekend in the woods in a fucking deer blind when she KNOWS she had to be down here, she knows she gets sick so easily and she never goes to the doctor s and takes care herself. So I'm going to have somewhat of a talk with her today, because this can't go on for the rest of the winter I need some kind of help so I can atleast get my homework done.
Which speaking of time, I need to get ready for work.
If you have any constructive solutions as to how I can approach this situation, feel free to comment. If not, its just them against my free fucking will.