Sep 16, 2005 00:28
i've been labeled many things in my life but never in a million years would i have thought sexual predator would make the list. that's a fun one, no? i mean i know my advances have been known to be overly agressive and erratic n all....but thanks, hearing that one made me feel fantastic. well i'm off to tally for blue tomorrow, somehow i knew i'd be traveling sans company. they say it's better to have loved and lost.....but what about having loved and it all being in vain, all for naught? there's a decent argument to be made that at least one would have the pleasure of experiencing such emotion. but then again, a helluva lot of good it did.
here's a toast: to wasted feeling, overpowering yet uesless emotion and the limetless joy of utter loneliness. love has the power to changes lives, even save lives. but to those who so choose, may it continue to be a figment of other's imaginations, an engaging toy to play with for a time and then cast into the pile of unwant. but most of all, to the splendor of being human, riding the rollercoaster of life in which the joys and sorrows r more oft than not dictated by others. cheers