its been so long, im very sorry

Jan 04, 2005 11:38

prepare
for what may come
and beg
for forgiveness for whats been done

your so shallow
with a deep costume
no one sees through it
but inside your sweating it out

feeling so worthless
and wishing
someone would break inside
to you

if someone found me here
and still loved it
i would fall
so fast

but then you realize
its happened.
the person that knows you the best
loves you the most

does anything else matter
does she even matter

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when the energy dies
your left wondering
what was real
and what was a dream

when it turns
warm instead of hot
your questioning
every feeling you have inside

dont trust the feelings
theyre the storm you cant control

but theirs a million and one
voices in my head
telling me what to do
and where to go

so im trying to mix
them into something
i can understand
and go from there

dont trust the feelings
theyre the storm you cant control

waking up
and wishing you were here
i know im too dependent
but thats how you made me

greenhouses
for our feelings
causing them to grow faster
than we want

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if your not making
your friends jealous
with every thing i do
then im doing something wrong

if they arent
in awe
of my respect and lovefor you
then im doing something wrong

so here i am
i hope im doing this right

theirs so many things
myfriends notice
about you
they sometimes say its not fair

theyre impressed
by your heart
your care
and the way you do your hair

so here we are
i hope were doing this right

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oh beautiful sleeper
when you awake
can i still be here
can i be here for you

your display
the calm and peace
i long for and strive towards
and its so natural

please
just let some rub off on me
so i may know whats its like
to be so free
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when your finding
that your seeing more ground
than the road ahead
ill be there te lift your head

when your finding
that your seeing more black
than white ahead
ill be there to make it bright

when your finding
that your back is breaking
and your moving so slow
ill carry your burden a while

and when you find
your gonna make it after all
ill be right there with you
having the best time of my life

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ok so ive been kinda lazy posting on lj. but i updated my other site (joncampbell.ca) a bunch ;-)

and its been holidays so yeah. i was on holiday.

i have a girlfriend.

anyway im at work, i will see ya later
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