AHHH
So, in an attempt to quit being a pathetic loser, I quit using Facebook. I met a girl at Saxy's recently and suddenly decided I needed to get back on to facebook so I could get in touch with her. Now I feel like a damned fool, like I never should have returned to Facebook in the first place, and like I screwed up again and will remain single for the rest of my life. I HATE OVER ANALYZING THINGS. I wish I was more impulsive and under control. Perhaps that will be my aim now. Simply to remain in control. Ha. I feel like that's what the past 4 months of my life have been about; getting it under control. I feel like I'm already prepared for fall break and that isn't for another 2 months. Although 8 weeks isn't that long in terms of classes. I suppose I just feel overwhelmed by work and classes and work and work (I have three jobs). I'm barely sleeping because I do late night training sessions at the station and live sound for shows in the club, and I'm housesitting/dogsitting as well, even though that ends tomorrow. But I still haven't done all of the homework I need to do, or study for any of the tests I have. I need to tone it down and prioritize. The reason I did so well last term is because I kept track of everything. I need to do that again. And I sort of am. Maybe I'll try harder. I feel like the last thing I need to worry about is this silly girl. And it's plaguing my mind. I need to clear it. Maybe I'll go on a road trip next weekend or something. Or maybeI'll stay home and do absolutely nothing except homework. That actually sounds delightful. And there will be no emotions involved. Only work. And I'll read a ton. That's it, I'm going nowhere except home and class. Oh, and street team and the New Pornographers concert on Monday. FUCK. Is there any end in sight?