Okay Time for everyone to understand...
Okay well I haven't written anything in along time, but I'm just going to tell you about my weekend cause it's been crazy. Okay well nothing really important happened on Friday, I worked... bigg woop.
Saturday- I had Band Festival in the morning, and we got a two so it was a total waste of time. But I did, however start talking to Jessica, and that kinda triggered what happened on Sunday, so its cool. Solanus and I went to the movies and saw "Be Cool", which was a good movie, I really liked it. Then we drove around for a few minutes, and talk about some things. Then we met up with part of "the crew" at coldstone. After that some of us went to Andrew's and played ping -pong... It was fun. I had a good night.
Sunday- I worked in the morning, and then I had to go to play practice. I stayed until I was done doing my parts, and then I went with Aubree driving down Hall Road, since it was so nice. Then Jessica called us, and we met up with her at the mall. We walked around, and caught up a bit. Then us three, and Erin and meissen all went to the movies. We had fun!! I threw the most popcorn!!
Monday- I went to work right after school and then youth group. Solanus, and I attempted to play Bball for a few minutes, but it was to cold. Then I got to sit in the corner the whole time while I was thinking about things. Not many people seemed to care that I wasn't talking to them. I just watched people goof around and flirt with each other, and I got a really good idea for a song. So I guess my being lonely has some advantages. Then we discussed "Leaving people out at youth group", which is totally different from "The crew". And I want you ALL to understand this .... defination of "the crew"... one's close group of friends (it's been that way since my bro to school). "The crew" has nothing to do with youth group at all... I'm sorry I mentioned it for trainreck, but yea, we all make mistakes. And those people at youth group are all my friends, and I as a person try not to exclude people,it's there choice, however, if they want to hang out with us all the time or not. I mean it's not hard for me to include people, because I know what it's like to be excluded. People HAVE NEVER excepted me for who I really am, so that's why sometimes, I exclude myself, cause that's how my life was. Well I shouldn't say never... because "my crew" of my girls, Erin, aubree, shelby and Jessica, all except me for who I am, and love me. I think they are the only people who could ever know me inside and out.
Tuesday- I'm seriously having my doubts about certain things, and I'm really glad I'm going to Flordia, because I'm going to get to think about things better. So if I come back, and things change between us, I'm sorry. I just have to think of what's best in the long run. I tuaght caticism today, and it was the last class. I'm really going to miss all those kids, because they truely are great. Hopefully, one day the world will change and they won't have to deal with the pain I feel each and everyday, growing up.
Tommorrow's going to be great, I'm going to ride Norman after school, and then I'm hanging out with Erin and Bree. I'll TTYL! Night!
Saturday- I had Band Festival in the morning, and we got a two so it was a total waste of time. But I did, however start talking to Jessica, and that kinda triggered what happened on Sunday, so its cool. Solanus and I went to the movies and saw "Be Cool", which was a good movie, I really liked it. Then we drove around for a few minutes, and talk about some things. Then we met up with part of "the crew" at coldstone. After that some of us went to Andrew's and played ping -pong... It was fun. I had a good night.
Sunday- I worked in the morning, and then I had to go to play practice. I stayed until I was done doing my parts, and then I went with Aubree driving down Hall Road, since it was so nice. Then Jessica called us, and we met up with her at the mall. We walked around, and caught up a bit. Then us three, and Erin and meissen all went to the movies. We had fun!! I threw the most popcorn!!
Monday- I went to work right after school and then youth group. Solanus, and I attempted to play Bball for a few minutes, but it was to cold. Then I got to sit in the corner the whole time while I was thinking about things. Not many people seemed to care that I wasn't talking to them. I just watched people goof around and flirt with each other, and I got a really good idea for a song. So I guess my being lonely has some advantages. Then we discussed "Leaving people out at youth group", which is totally different from "The crew". And I want you ALL to understand this .... defination of "the crew"... one's close group of friends (it's been that way since my bro to school). "The crew" has nothing to do with youth group at all... I'm sorry I mentioned it for trainreck, but yea, we all make mistakes. And those people at youth group are all my friends, and I as a person try not to exclude people,it's there choice, however, if they want to hang out with us all the time or not. I mean it's not hard for me to include people, because I know what it's like to be excluded. People HAVE NEVER excepted me for who I really am, so that's why sometimes, I exclude myself, cause that's how my life was. Well I shouldn't say never... because "my crew" of my girls, Erin, aubree, shelby and Jessica, all except me for who I am, and love me. I think they are the only people who could ever know me inside and out.
Tuesday- I'm seriously having my doubts about certain things, and I'm really glad I'm going to Flordia, because I'm going to get to think about things better. So if I come back, and things change between us, I'm sorry. I just have to think of what's best in the long run. I tuaght caticism today, and it was the last class. I'm really going to miss all those kids, because they truely are great. Hopefully, one day the world will change and they won't have to deal with the pain I feel each and everyday, growing up.
Tommorrow's going to be great, I'm going to ride Norman after school, and then I'm hanging out with Erin and Bree. I'll TTYL! Night!