There is so much that I want to say, but this stupid journal is pretty much the cause of all of it, so I will hold my tongue (fingers?). I don't know. I half feel like I should be able to write whatever I want because it's my journal, but I feel like that would be a little hypocritical given the circumstances and it would just make matters worse.
On a happier note, ONE WEEK TILL OPENING NIGHT!!! AHHH!!! I am soooooooo excited! Okeb, I guess this can be motivation, non?
I have been feeling blue lately, so I will now make a list of things that I can count down to that will make me happy!
1) girls night with KTC tomorrow! (1 day!)
2) Cosi with Ammendine and Adeline on Sunday! I can not even explain how excited I am to do this! Yay for awesome French friends! (3 days!)
3) Finding out about college (hopefully this or next week!)
4) Commedia! (7-10 days!)
5) Spring Break! (14 days!)
6) Graduation! (...2 months?!)
7) Scotland! (too much to count!)
8) College! (AHHHHH!!!)
I feel much better now. Exclamation points always make me happy:)!
I <3 country music! Even if you don't and even if the American Idols crucified it!
I love you this much.
I'm not waiting on you
to make up your mind:
Do you love me too?
However long it takes,
I'm never giving up.
No matter what,
I love you this much.
PS. I think I am supposed to credit
amies for making this new icon, so that is what I am doing :)