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"we all fall down. It's getting back up that really counts." ~ Country singers just know how to say all of the things that run through my head so well. I'm sorry Mike, but I totally disagree with you. I don't think any good country lyrics are written just to rhyme, although they do rhyme very well :)
I went snowboarding with KTC today. It was tons of fun even if it was slush and ice and only made us sad that we weren't in Colorado again. I missed Katie so much. She is about the only person in the world that really understands how I think. We talked about relativity and age and depression and everything. Katie is such an awesome friend because not only can we joke around and act like little kids again, but we can have deep intense converstaions the next second. I love being with her. It just makes me happy. I guess that's why I'm so upset about all of this shit. I just don't get why someone would lie like that, and make me look bad, and harm my friendship. It's just...why? We talked though. I think it was good. I don't know, I feel so powerless. I called Can...I love you Can! Don't ever think I hate you because I don't! Listen to your voice mail, you will smile :)
I watched SNL last night. I have so much more respect for Christina Aguleria now. (It's not hard to have more than no respect for someone) No, seriously, she was actually really funny and good and I think she has a good voice and I feel bad that everyone calls her a whore. :( She's not a whore! She's just proving a point (or so she claims)
Is it too late to be jealous?
Because I am.
Hopefully that's not a problem.
Is it too soon to think about the possibilities?
I don't think so.
But if it's not, then it is too late to be jealous.
I need a double standard.
I went snowboarding with KTC today. It was tons of fun even if it was slush and ice and only made us sad that we weren't in Colorado again. I missed Katie so much. She is about the only person in the world that really understands how I think. We talked about relativity and age and depression and everything. Katie is such an awesome friend because not only can we joke around and act like little kids again, but we can have deep intense converstaions the next second. I love being with her. It just makes me happy. I guess that's why I'm so upset about all of this shit. I just don't get why someone would lie like that, and make me look bad, and harm my friendship. It's just...why? We talked though. I think it was good. I don't know, I feel so powerless. I called Can...I love you Can! Don't ever think I hate you because I don't! Listen to your voice mail, you will smile :)
I watched SNL last night. I have so much more respect for Christina Aguleria now. (It's not hard to have more than no respect for someone) No, seriously, she was actually really funny and good and I think she has a good voice and I feel bad that everyone calls her a whore. :( She's not a whore! She's just proving a point (or so she claims)
Is it too late to be jealous?
Because I am.
Hopefully that's not a problem.
Is it too soon to think about the possibilities?
I don't think so.
But if it's not, then it is too late to be jealous.
I need a double standard.