god, i hate him
OMFG. i am SO pissed at this one person. i really liked him for the longest time. and i dont see how he couldnt have realized it. actually, now that i think about it, his 1st gf around here didnt notice it much either. It just sucks, i thought he was so grea. t but now i think all he cares about is his looks, himself, and hot girls. i guess having a personality doesnt count these days. i've never made such an effort to talk to someone. he's never even heard my words. but the one time he did, he just started to repeat himself until i went away, and a prettier girl started to talk to him. well, i dont know if i'm just overreacting, but i hate being single. my parents are wrapped up in themselves, my friends are busy with their own lives, and my sister hates me. i cant really find the love, haha. and when i see people holding hands and snuggling around in the holiday season, i just wanna cry. whay do they have that i dont? why cant i have someone who cares for me like that too? i try so hard, but it never makes a difference. and nobody wants to tell me what i'm doing wrong, so how can i become better? God i just hate him. and im sure he hates me too. i hope i'm there to see him drop dead. yeah, it sounds a bit extreme, but right now that would REALLY make me feel better.