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What is it about being back here that makes me feel like shit? Living with my mom can be just as stressful at times but I always feel worse here. At this point I don't think it matters which school I go to as long as it's not here. I think part of it is that I am not good at letting people know when something is bugging me. I always feel it will just cause more stressed, and usually it does, so I just don't say anything and then I get more and more stressed and pissed off and that doesn't work either. I'm in a rut right now, I need to start over. I want so badly to get away from here and start over, where no one knows me and I don't have these issues.