I want out
So I seriously hope I get accepted to one of the two schools I applied to because I'm just kind of existing here. Molly always tries to get me to go hang out with various people because she knows I'm not happy here but even when I do hang out with people I don't feel like I fit in and I feel akward and ignored and stupid. That is pretty much how I've felt from the beginning. I did try to transfer last year but I didn't get accepted. I guess if I don't get accepted I can suck it up and deal but wouldn't it be great to at least look back on one year of college fondly? How do I go to school with 1000 people and not have anyone I really click with? I have more close friends in Randolph and our high school had fewer people. I'm thinking that a big reason I'm depressed is that I'm here. I wouldn't say I'm overly happy at home but it's no where near as bad as when I'm at St. Joes. Wow I hate this school, if I could transfer next week I would. Amanda if you read this could I visit you some time just to get away from here for a couple days?