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[blueimber]

i'm at the half-packed stage in my apartment;
so the rooms are utter mess and chaos
and it amazes me how many things i still have.

I listed all i could up on Craigslist tho and hope to sell some stuff this week-
the month is going by so fast-
i am trying not to let it get to me
but it has been a real struggle;
it makes all of the little things seem like big issues
and i don't like feeling this way-
tense and ready to snap at any moment.

i have had one outlet this summer
and even that too shall soon be over-

i just cannot wait until the day
when the ground beneathe my feet
is firm and unmoving.

:-(