V-Day
So last night I went to Risingsun to see this show type thing that my friends, Jen and Ashley thought up. There were about 5 or maybe 6 bands , I'm not too sure. Most of them weren't all that great. There was about one good band. I met Missy's friend Sharon. She was pretty cool. I was almost scared to meet her, like I am with meeting anyone new. I don't like meeting people because I think ::What if we have nothing in common?:: But I think Sharon and I got along. Now I'm actually kind of looking forward to meeting new people. And it's all thanks to Missy. (Not meaning I'm going to forget about you, of course.)By the way, happy Valentines Day everybody. I would say that I'm lonely but Missy said that she'd be my Valentine so I'm hers too. Yay! Although right now I can't hang out with her because I'm busy babysitting my sisters while my mom is at work and my dad is at Home Depot. So.. yeah. Carli might come over, I don't know though. I feel bad that I didn't tell Cyria I was going to that show sooner. But at least she got to spend time with her boyfriend without me being there for once. I don't know if me being there all the time bugs her but i think it might bug me. I would feel bad if I had a single friend and I was always hanging out with them and my boyfriend at the same time. Then again, it's not like Chris and I aren't friends so, I guess it's not too weird. I understand when they want to do things together but it bugs me when it's like, things involving friends of mine too and none of them invite me because I am a "cockblocker". Not only does that not make me feel wanted but it makes me feel like they don't even consider me a friend. Oh well though. I have other friends if they want to be like that. I video taped the show last night. missy told me that Jen wanted to see it sometime, so I have to edit out all the stupid parts. Anyways... Ugh, I was so happy a couple minutes ago and now I'm all depressed again. This fuckin' sucks ass. Sad thing is, I can't make up my mind about why I am so depressed right now. It's Valentines day and sure I have a valentine but it's not the same as having a boyfriend on Valentines Day. Okay, back to the drawing board. Last night at the show I was thinking ::even though the bands aren't so great, the headbanging and moshpitting is awesome:: So that made me think ::what if I could have that new feeling of high happen more than just at shows?:: So I came up with my own little plan of fun. The plan: I need to find a place that is close enough to home but not so close that people will be disturbed by loud music. Then I get cd's with headbang - moshpit music. People who I often hang out with can go there, get stoned and just have our own little party. The jumping around and screaming and kicking everyones ass is just an adrenalin rush. Then afterward, the people can have time to chill and cool off and calm down by just talking amongst themselves. It wouldn't be a party though. Just, okay it would be a party, but not the party you're thinking of. Just a few people that I regularly hang out with and sometimes some new members. Now - only reason I thought of this idea is because I am boycotting "The Cyria's Room Experience"! I refuse to visit the magical land of elves while in her room. It's no fun anymore. It's totally funless. Plus, I need to move or I'm going to never lose weight or make anything in life any better. So see, it affects my whole entire life. Okay so my people are home so I got to go. TTYL.