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Its time for an update because yes i'm still alive,
So my cousin had to go home today because of some personal stuff that was going on. It was nice to see her for a little while at least. She came out at the best time because she got to go to the stampede and see the beautiful mountains. It was just nice to have someone home.
Oh, My cat had her kittens. 6 little balls of fluff. They are so cute but annoying at the same time.. I love them. Now onto the job of trying to find homes for them. I want to keep one but we will see how that works. I’m cat sitting for my sister while she’s home for the summer.
Speaking of Gayle, she has a boyfriend now.. his name is Cam and he is a computer guy from Fort McMurry. He’s nice. I’ll get to meet him at Thanksgiving. She is happy so I am happy for her.. And a little jealous. He is all she talks about.. meh could be worse right?
Why does it seem like I’m the only one in this world who is single? I should be happy that I don’t have someone tying me down to anyplace. I could pick up and go at any moment and it would be ok. But no.. I just compare myself to everyone else. People getting married, people having babies, people falling in love. And all I do is work.. Do you ever feel like this isn’t your real life? I do.. A while ago I told my friend that I felt like I was floating through this life.. and I still feel like that.
My mom and sister think I’m depressed.. and they won’t talk to me about it but they talk to everyone else. Which completely pisses me off.. I don’t think I’m depressed.. I’m just feeling a little out of sorts because of life.. things aren’t turning out the way I’d like and I don’t know how to get it back.. maybe I don’t have to get it back.. I just have to keep going forward.
I haven’t gone to church since April when my mom and sister were here. And I am ok with that.. which probably isn’t good because I’m not getting any fellowship with other Christians.. right now I don’t feel like much of a Christian myself.. so yah.. I don’t know how going to church is going to change that.
Ok so not much else going on. I’ll check in later.. Might do 31 days o’ blog in August.. so get ready!
Love you all and thanks for listing to my inane ramblings
So my cousin had to go home today because of some personal stuff that was going on. It was nice to see her for a little while at least. She came out at the best time because she got to go to the stampede and see the beautiful mountains. It was just nice to have someone home.
Oh, My cat had her kittens. 6 little balls of fluff. They are so cute but annoying at the same time.. I love them. Now onto the job of trying to find homes for them. I want to keep one but we will see how that works. I’m cat sitting for my sister while she’s home for the summer.
Speaking of Gayle, she has a boyfriend now.. his name is Cam and he is a computer guy from Fort McMurry. He’s nice. I’ll get to meet him at Thanksgiving. She is happy so I am happy for her.. And a little jealous. He is all she talks about.. meh could be worse right?
Why does it seem like I’m the only one in this world who is single? I should be happy that I don’t have someone tying me down to anyplace. I could pick up and go at any moment and it would be ok. But no.. I just compare myself to everyone else. People getting married, people having babies, people falling in love. And all I do is work.. Do you ever feel like this isn’t your real life? I do.. A while ago I told my friend that I felt like I was floating through this life.. and I still feel like that.
My mom and sister think I’m depressed.. and they won’t talk to me about it but they talk to everyone else. Which completely pisses me off.. I don’t think I’m depressed.. I’m just feeling a little out of sorts because of life.. things aren’t turning out the way I’d like and I don’t know how to get it back.. maybe I don’t have to get it back.. I just have to keep going forward.
I haven’t gone to church since April when my mom and sister were here. And I am ok with that.. which probably isn’t good because I’m not getting any fellowship with other Christians.. right now I don’t feel like much of a Christian myself.. so yah.. I don’t know how going to church is going to change that.
Ok so not much else going on. I’ll check in later.. Might do 31 days o’ blog in August.. so get ready!
Love you all and thanks for listing to my inane ramblings