So today was my first day on the new job
Things could have gone a whole lot worse, like I could have gotten there and they could have been sacrificing goats in the back. But no it was pretty cool. I was a bit early so I got a coffee.. And then I did some normal paper work stuff like every new job, and then got introduced to like a million new people. Lets just say that it is a good thing there are nametags on each desk and door or else I would be completly lost.
It is pretty cool, I do data entry, scanning documents into the server, and covering reception work. I think I am going to like it.. and I feel kind of grown up. I mean, a full time job with benefits.. Dude..
And by the middle to endish of the day people were asking if I was scared off yet. I was like "no but that question is making me scared."
Other than that life is pretty ok. I am still thinking about moving in November but then I remember that I only pay $450 here. And there is NO where else that would be that good. But I want a cat, and to be able to walk around naked.
In other news, I talked to my best friend, Angela, on Skype tonight and it was so good. We just yah, needed to talk. Ever get that? Just a friend to talk to. And I told her about my possible date and she said something that has me thinking. She said, "I want you to have the man of your dreams." Well, what if I am forcing the man of my dreams to appear? What if my impatience for any kind of relationship with the opposite gender is limiting me? Am I giving up on what I really want, or who I really want? Am I settling because I know he is interested in me?
Ok Well i should stop rambeling and get to sleep.. 6am comes awful early. Loves to all