May 19, 2006 10:01
You'd think being with someone you love would be the best thing in the world? Especially since you met them on the internet and have been with them for two years, patiently waiting, right? Yes, it's great, but I can't help but feel life is so hollow. Because that's all I have is him. And with my work hours, that are especially retarded, I always get home at like midnight.
You don't make friends at this Walmart. You just get by, I guess. There are so many people who are miles apart from me understanding them. I guess this is kind of lonely and why I hate going to work.
Sometimes I just want to go home. Where things are familiar and there's nothing to worry about. I just have this cloud of depression that just doesn't go away. I don't think I've really made a mistake, I just miss things, I guess.
5:15-11:45. How fantastically retarded.