Sep 04, 2005 02:09
I'm beginning to feel very restless at home. I feel like I need to move out, but at the same time I want to stay at home. I've come to the conclusion that I'm moving out next summer/fall, and now I feel like that can't come fast enough. I'm not going away to school next fall either. Those plans have definitely changed. Instead of going away to a 4-yr school next fall, after getting my associates this spring, I will stay in Georgia and take one more semester of whatever the heck I want to. That is my problem, I've never taken anything by choice. It has always been "well I need this class" or "this fits my schedule." I want to take whatever I want, even if it has nothing to do with anything. So therein lies my restlessness. I'll be moving out next year, but still be living around here. After that I will go somewhere out of state, but that is looking more like a year and a half away, instead of just a year.
I'm getting really restless at work too. It has nothing to do with my job, but with the people. Rumors are beginning to spread about me, but I'm not sure how widespread it is. For those who care, this is the Rumor, as told by Jason Negron: "Justin and I are going to have a fling. Michelle is going to find out and break up with Justin. Justin and I will date for about a week, and then he'll flit off to someone else. I'll end up getting hurt, and it will be my fault." This really bothers me. And I have to wonder on whether or not Justin or Michelle have heard it. I really don't know what else I need to do to make it go away. It is not like I'm actively pursuing a relationship with Justin. Gah.
Well, it is time for sleep.
Toodle-Pip
(And Katie Halley I want you to wipe that smug grin and that I told you so look off your face. :P )