now is the time to rise to my feet..wipe the tears from my eyes and the spit from my face
the last couple days have been really mellow for me, for that im gratefull. There for a little bit with all the different emotions all happeneing at once i thought i needed some help. Turns out chocolate cake really was the answer. i have been eating a piece everyday..well now it's gone, but i feel saner. ?? perhaps there serotonin running around up there was on the low side.
jose seemed to get his head out of his ass. which is pretty damn helpful..i still shake my head at that ...things are so tight around here, money wise i know he is stressed out to i have to remember that. He doesn't show it like i do, or barely talk about it, which sometimes i need to..and i get pissed i guess because i would like him to at least aknowledge there is an issue.
bottom line is things have to get better....They absolutly fucking have to.
jose seemed to get his head out of his ass. which is pretty damn helpful..i still shake my head at that ...things are so tight around here, money wise i know he is stressed out to i have to remember that. He doesn't show it like i do, or barely talk about it, which sometimes i need to..and i get pissed i guess because i would like him to at least aknowledge there is an issue.
bottom line is things have to get better....They absolutly fucking have to.