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Today has lived up to it's stigma...friday the 13th
Didn't know it would end with me crying.
Alot of things just hit me all at once....im just miserable today..
I watched some video on you tube about dying...
I wish i would have gotten just 5 more minutes with my brother.. Just to tell him that i don't blame him for his choice..I'm not mad...
I just miss him...Miss seeing his face at family functions on holidays..I miss the feeling of being so little when he hugged me...because he was like 6'5...and he always smelled like polo which i think stinks ..but that was his favorite cologne
I miss him....
I know desperate times call for desperate measures...I just at least wanted to say I loved him one more time...so that he knew at least somebody did....
Didn't know it would end with me crying.
Alot of things just hit me all at once....im just miserable today..
I watched some video on you tube about dying...
I wish i would have gotten just 5 more minutes with my brother.. Just to tell him that i don't blame him for his choice..I'm not mad...
I just miss him...Miss seeing his face at family functions on holidays..I miss the feeling of being so little when he hugged me...because he was like 6'5...and he always smelled like polo which i think stinks ..but that was his favorite cologne
I miss him....
I know desperate times call for desperate measures...I just at least wanted to say I loved him one more time...so that he knew at least somebody did....