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Its like my scale is a clock... it just keeps going and going never turning back:( I am at my highest weight i have EVER been right now. I have been depressed and eating idk whats wrong with me. But i'm back.
I have 1 month till i leave for college. So i'm planning on 20 pounds in 1 month. Wish me luck. Starting a fast tomorrow to just start right in.
I CAN do this i've done it before i can't let my emotions get to me because i always eat when i'm bored, or depressed. So here i go!
& for some reason i get more depressed when i eat more but when i starve myself i feel happy & like a accomplishment so i need that feeling back. I haven't fasted in a week so HERE I GO!
I have 1 month till i leave for college. So i'm planning on 20 pounds in 1 month. Wish me luck. Starting a fast tomorrow to just start right in.
I CAN do this i've done it before i can't let my emotions get to me because i always eat when i'm bored, or depressed. So here i go!
& for some reason i get more depressed when i eat more but when i starve myself i feel happy & like a accomplishment so i need that feeling back. I haven't fasted in a week so HERE I GO!